I just realized that today is baby's 10th week. 10 weeks inside me. 10 weeks of ups and downs. Which is mostly down.
Sorry baby. Sorry if mommy cannot be happy today. Sorry is mommy is so sad. Sorry if mommy is so mad and upset. Sorry if I can't even smile. Sorry if I am depressed and if it brings you discomfort. I know that you are not happy too. And that I am making you very uncomfortable. I know because it hurt. May be that's a signal from you. But I am so sorry baby. I just don't have the mood nor the energy to be happy today. I just feel really sad.
I'm sorry baby. I'm failing you big time.
